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  1. Album: Bittersweet
  2. Artists:
  3. - Jamie Paige
  4. Date: November 12, 2021
  5. Date Added: October 25, 2023
  6. URLs:
  7. - https://jamiepaige.bandcamp.com/album/bittersweet
  8. - https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_nqgOxphojiaa2z8WDfVCUx0dhn1T72lQE
  9. - https://open.spotify.com/album/5hqUi2RXJutXR2HI6u4bAu
  10. Cover Artists:
  11. - REVERIEQUE
  12. Color: '#ea3386'
  13. Groups:
  14. - Jamie Paige
  15. - Beyond
  16. Cover Art File Extension: png
  17. Wallpaper File Extension: png
  18. Wallpaper Style: 'opacity: 0.6;'
  19. Wallpaper Artists:
  20. - REVERIEQUE
  21. - Niklink (edits for wiki)
  22. Commentary: |-
  23. <i>Jamie Paige:</i>
  24. "welcome to the fiction!<br>
  25. we hide here every evening,<br>
  26. with plenty of exuberance<br>
  27. and voices for the voiceless"
  28. for guiding this album's creation, and for their indispensable friendship, I give special thanks to:
  29. [[artist:marcy-nabors|marcy]], [[artist:drainpuppet|madi]], [[artist:bluffy|bluffy]], [[artist:reverieque|que]], fionna, alexis, fen, crows, grey, jeremy, [[artist:samm-neiland|samm]], rocky, sly, lead, autumn, miranda, birdy, drake, jenna, lunie, sadie, my families both found and born into, [[artist:jamie-paige|paisley pudge]], ekho paialthe, kalia vibte, jim boonie only, rock chat, the sorority, reverse despicable me au, borb, the scary lizard league, the puk pit...
  30. and, of course, my dearest darling, [[artist:honor-devabb|honor]] <3
  31. and [[artist:paul-henderson|paul henderson]].
  32. have fun parsing what any of that means!
  33. # Additional Files:
  34. # - Title: Full art
  35. # Files:
  36. # - Bittersweet full art.png
  37. # - Asemic Speech full art
  38. # - Title: Album Booklet
  39. # Files:
  40. # - credits.pdf
  41. ---
  42. Section: Main album
  43. ---
  44. Track: Second Hello
  45. Duration: '1:47'
  46. URLs:
  47. - https://jamiepaige.bandcamp.com/track/second-hello
  48. - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0CG_dtKnboY
  49. - https://open.spotify.com/track/44Ywfau16JgO76NISHVfX3
  50. Lyrics: |-
  51. I say hello to you again
  52. My near and dearest friend
  53. We watch the weather come and go
  54. (But my heart won't play pretend)
  55. Am I the person you expect?
  56. Maybe no and maybe yes
  57. The answer seems some in-between
  58. (Or multiplicitous)
  59. I say hello to you again
  60. My old and newest friend
  61. Like autumn, winter, into spring
  62. (My heart will make amends)
  63. So we might sound a little different, or like we never even left
  64. Yeah, we could say the same or embrace the change
  65. But we're better off this way
  66. ---
  67. Track: Gentle Heart
  68. Contributors:
  69. - GUMI English
  70. Duration: '3:56'
  71. URLs:
  72. - https://jamiepaige.bandcamp.com/track/gentle-heart
  73. - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GmO5TAz1NIY
  74. - https://open.spotify.com/track/1o32nNu3QfmLMOHOhBtcAl
  75. Lyrics: |-
  76. I sat out in the rain
  77. To soothe my racing brain
  78. But anxiety comes through
  79. When I begin to think of you
  80. Oh I study where I am
  81. To try and ground myself again
  82. But I am led astray
  83. And distracted by the rain
  84. Oh, my gentle heart beats for you, oh
  85. And all I can hear rings so true
  86. But my gentle heart is pained to see
  87. My darkest fears, my jealousy
  88. So my gentle heart trusts in you
  89. That you might know what to do
  90. I talk to you again
  91. We talk about our friends
  92. And everything that we're built on
  93. How when I'm down it seems far gone
  94. And that feeling comes again
  95. That doubt for everything I am
  96. It's easier with you
  97. But it's so hard for me to trust the truth
  98. Oh, my gentle heart beats for you
  99. And all I can hear rings so true
  100. But my gentle heart is pained to see
  101. All of the shadows inside of me
  102. So my gentle heart breaks in two
  103. When I think of losing you
  104. I'm sprawled out in the rain
  105. My energy is drained
  106. And anxiety comes through
  107. To tell me that my fear is true
  108. It's roaring at my back
  109. The pain of everything I lack
  110. But I don't think its true
  111. I'll trust that you can love me too
  112. ---
  113. Track: Asemic Speech
  114. Contributors:
  115. - telebasher
  116. - GUMI English
  117. Duration: '5:11'
  118. URLs:
  119. - https://jamiepaige.bandcamp.com/track/asemic-speech-feat-telebasher
  120. - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JrBOCt4D7FM
  121. - https://open.spotify.com/track/1gDoymD0iff6FTMmuxIEpp
  122. Cover Artists:
  123. - REVERIEQUE
  124. Cover Art File Extension: png
  125. Lyrics: |-
  126. (Fuck, what am I?)
  127. I feel a feeling indescribable
  128. My head is spinning like a bicycle wheel
  129. (And the words come flooding into my ears)
  130. But my mind is stolen right from under me
  131. I'm overcome with every feeling for you
  132. (Yet my voice is just content to stay clear)
  133. I love you, adore you
  134. I hope that doesn't bore you
  135. I want you, I need you
  136. Oh god, I want to speak, but- but- b-bleh
  137. But it's so hard to say the things that I'm thinking
  138. Like steel in water, I'm sinking
  139. (Too many to say)
  140. I babble in wordless form
  141. Getting lost in the feeling
  142. When I see you beaming
  143. The things around me lose meaning
  144. (Asemic and gray)
  145. And Jupiter's endless storm
  146. Just a stain on the ceiling
  147. And I'm inconsolable
  148. There's no more words to be spoken
  149. (Just melting letters in fantastical forms)
  150. Like the spill of the milky way
  151. All my words come out broken
  152. And I don't even know what they should mean
  153. (All my feelings unseen)
  154. I say a phrase unrecognizable
  155. My sense is stolen by some sly little thief
  156. (I just hope that you somehow get what I mean)
  157. My heart, it beats so fast
  158. (And it shatters like its glass)
  159. Do you know who the beat breaks for?
  160. Just chasing around a sunbeam
  161. (Reflected off my phone screen)
  162. I'll take what I can get, no more
  163. I love you, so dearly
  164. But I can't say it clearly
  165. I stammer for hours
  166. And- and- and- umm
  167. 'Cause it's so hard to say the things that I'm feeling
  168. A fish out of water, I'm reeling
  169. (Too many to say)
  170. My head flies to meet the clouds
  171. Watch it bounce off the ceiling
  172. My greeting is nonsense
  173. I talk in pictures, no content
  174. (Asemic and gray)
  175. I'm hopelessly beyond my means
  176. So far out of the context
  177. I'm purely emotional
  178. My love conveyed in the worst way
  179. (Just melting letters in fantastical forms)
  180. Laid prostrate beside myself
  181. And that words that I should say
  182. But I can't move my mouth to match my heart
  183. (They work so far apart)
  184. I move so fast but end up where I start
  185. (Less than all of my parts)
  186. But if you navigate it
  187. Maybe you can validate it
  188. And we can call these abstract works of art
  189. (Drawn right onto my heart)
  190. And if I bridge the gap from thought to speech
  191. (Find the words that I need)
  192. Then I could tell you what you mean to me
  193. ---
  194. Track: Nothing (with You)
  195. Contributors:
  196. - GUMI English
  197. Duration: '3:50'
  198. URLs:
  199. - https://jamiepaige.bandcamp.com/track/nothing-with-you
  200. - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=muY-3Ot8Vcs
  201. - https://open.spotify.com/track/0hSucwA3mTvIHmiC0vWWLb
  202. Lyrics: |-
  203. "Don't you want to feel seen? Don't you want to be heard?
  204. You can be complete, in a single word"
  205. That's the thing they say, that's the point of view
  206. In a single word, that is all of you
  207. But ain't it plain to see that it's all for show
  208. Just a snide appeal to the status quo
  209. You can be much more than a catchy tune
  210. But if it don't sell well, they don't want that 'you'
  211. So is it worth it in the end
  212. To close your eyes and make pretend
  213. That you can find your satisfaction in a brand?
  214. I wanna be nothing with you
  215. A thing that can't be viewed
  216. No careful meaningful design
  217. Not easily reduced
  218. We'll be an idea, not the truth
  219. Not something you can prove
  220. Subliminal, invisible
  221. Unthinkable anew
  222. I wanna be nothing with you
  223. And make the world confused
  224. No holding up to scrutiny
  225. Impossibly obtuse
  226. And maybe folk will call us mistaken
  227. Try to fit us into a station
  228. But I'd rather be a phantom
  229. Than a fucking target group
  230. (I wanna be-)
  231. (I wanna be-)
  232. Maybe you're convinced that it's really true
  233. And the man up top really does see you
  234. But it all falls flat experientially
  235. Capital don't care unless it means money
  236. But is it worth it in the end
  237. To close our eyes and make pretend
  238. Our love's a thing that they could ever understand?
  239. (I wanna be-)
  240. Why don't you be nothing with me?
  241. A gentle force unseen
  242. So ultraviolet, infrared
  243. We live beyond belief
  244. Unstring all the ties and guarantees
  245. To be with everything
  246. We'll write the words our stories tell
  247. And take them underwing
  248. (I wanna be-)
  249. So come and be nothing with me
  250. All red and gold and green
  251. Our peace of mind is undefined
  252. Empyrean, obscene
  253. And maybe folk will try to define us
  254. Through some definition divide us
  255. But they'll never truly hide us
  256. If they don't know what we mean
  257. (I wanna be nothing)
  258. (I wanna be-)
  259. (I wanna be-)
  260. (I wanna be-)
  261. We'll be nothing in the end
  262. A form that no one comprehends
  263. But I am real and you're real
  264. And we're something real again
  265. And so it's worth it in the end
  266. To close our eyes, and to transcend
  267. We do our best to dodge the real and play pretend
  268. ---
  269. Track: Paisley Patterns
  270. Duration: '3:27'
  271. URLs:
  272. - https://jamiepaige.bandcamp.com/track/paisley-patterns
  273. - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qeWlNVGzJaI
  274. - https://open.spotify.com/track/7hLosRmEdrOZszBpNENl4t
  275. Lyrics: |-
  276. You think that you've got it all
  277. But you don't know the half of it
  278. You're a lizard sat atop a rock
  279. And you don't even know the size of it
  280. There's a feeling setting fires in your chest
  281. And though you always shoot then let another ask the rest
  282. Maybe you should stop ignoring what you've known for all this time
  283. Your stalwart soul is begging you to open wide, set alight
  284. Paisley patterns adorn her soul
  285. A pink wallpaper on a cabinet door
  286. Throw wide those gates and let the feeling pass
  287. Make a true protector from a heart of glass
  288. You might say the sword and shield has never suited you
  289. But who would wield it stronger and more passionate than you?
  290. A love that burns aflame like nothing else I've ever seen
  291. The fuel to keep a gentle heart burning clean
  292. You think she's a know-it-all
  293. She thinks you're... a lot of things
  294. But you can make her spirit sing
  295. And she'll make sure your heart will thaw (She says)
  296. "Love will conquer all of you and all of me"
  297. And being by her side, well, you can't help it but believe
  298. She's a timid little presence with a fire in her eyes
  299. And your reflection sits inside, catalyzed and set alight
  300. Paisley patterns adorn her soul
  301. A teardrop painted on a maple board
  302. One gentle echo of a long-lost past
  303. Let her put some color in a heart of glass
  304. You might think shes held up by some long-forgotten ways
  305. But maybe there is value in the things she has to say
  306. A love to keep a family tied together evergreen
  307. The fuel to keep a gentle heart burning clean
  308. You think that you've got it all
  309. But you don't know the half of it
  310. Paisley Pudge, its a simple phrase
  311. But its a title with a lot of weight
  312. My little darling in a hand-built world
  313. An inspiration to a lonely girl
  314. You will never know the kinds of things you mean to me
  315. But isn't that the beauty of a character, you think?
  316. A love that's unconditional and just for you and me
  317. The fuel to keep a gentle heart burning clean
  318. And running like a lean machine, so pristine
  319. And though the words are failing me, incomplete
  320. We'll call it what it wants to be - bittersweet
  321. Paisley Pudge, Paisley Pudge, Paisley Pudge, Paisley Pudge
  322. PAISLEY PUDGE!
  323. ---
  324. Track: Gummyworm
  325. Contributors:
  326. - blackwinterwells
  327. - GUMI English
  328. Duration: '4:47'
  329. URLs:
  330. - https://jamiepaige.bandcamp.com/track/gummyworm
  331. - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1SLftouEUL4
  332. - https://open.spotify.com/track/3vRc8zh4qIgte2x2OiNM3O
  333. Lyrics: |-
  334. Silent and lugubrious, I wander down the hall
  335. Time gets wasted here, I think I've lost it all
  336. You masqueraded as the one to save my soul
  337. But now I know; a sublingual dose
  338. Sugary sweet like candy
  339. Rotting my teeth and memory
  340. Annihilating my purpose
  341. Now I've melted in your mouth
  342. Biting my tongue for answers
  343. Sucking that sweet for hours
  344. Fucking my head up proper
  345. Now my stomach hurts
  346. Oh, gummyworm
  347. Oh, gummyworm
  348. Oh, gummyworm, do I make you squirm?
  349. I sent my soul somewhere far away
  350. Oh, gummyworm
  351. Oh, gummyworm
  352. Oh, gummyworm, does the memory hurt?
  353. I lost my mind, now I'm in a daze
  354. (Oh, I forgot the words)
  355. As I stumble through the door
  356. Mind is racing still; it leaves me wanting more
  357. You fogged my vision up, now everything's obscured
  358. You go to work; my god, it hurts
  359. Absolute awful shithead
  360. Trusting the things that you said
  361. Eroding my sense of comfort
  362. I am falling faster now
  363. Saccharine empty fleeting
  364. Colorful words with no meaning
  365. Stuffing my face with sugar
  366. Crashing straight into the ground
  367. Oh, gummyworm
  368. Oh, gummyworm
  369. Oh, gummyworm, do I make you squirm?
  370. I sent my soul somewhere far away
  371. Oh, gummyworm
  372. Oh, gummyworm
  373. Oh, gummyworm, does the memory hurt?
  374. I lost my mind, now I'm in a daze
  375. ---
  376. Track: Greatsword / Love as Fire
  377. Duration: '3:48'
  378. URLs:
  379. - https://jamiepaige.bandcamp.com/track/greatsword-love-as-fire
  380. - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CfOt7c8KRgo
  381. - https://open.spotify.com/track/0CiB0MeKlQ3XGgjykYswwc
  382. Lyrics: |-
  383. There's a fire burning within me
  384. (Enough to set a mind alight)
  385. Keeps me safe from what hurts me
  386. That's why it started
  387. But there's burns on my heart now
  388. All cauterized and scarred up
  389. (Doesn't do much more than hurt us)
  390. And I still fight as much as I'm able
  391. (Held up by a greatsword)
  392. But that can't hide all the pain felt
  393. I'm a stalwart soldier
  394. Kept warm by a fire
  395. It can burn so gentle
  396. (So why is it painful?)
  397. You can be so gentle
  398. When I get done fighting
  399. Maybe I'm a lover
  400. Not a soldier struggling
  401. You're my shield, loyal light
  402. A gentle warmth in the blackest night
  403. I'm your charge, you're my guard
  404. So I'll just stay right by your side
  405. I forget myself sometimes
  406. When I'm lost then you remind
  407. I am your sword, hold me tight
  408. Keep me safe right by your side
  409. If I'm playing with fire I'm bound to get burned
  410. But I know there's more than the surface
  411. I can learn to love you, and you'll burn to fuel me
  412. (There's more to the flame than the pain, come and be my blaze)
  413. And we'll keep to the paths you light up (Like candles to guide me)
  414. So much fighting before us, but the thing with fire
  415. There's a lot its good for, destruction and healing
  416. (Or forging a greatsword)
  417. I'm a weapon of passion
  418. That's held with intention
  419. And you are the wielder
  420. Of tempered emotion
  421. You're my moon, loyal light
  422. You orbit 'round and pull my tides
  423. I reach out towards the skies
  424. So I can stay right by your side
  425. I forget my worth sometimes
  426. But I was forged in love as fire
  427. I am your sword, hold me tight
  428. Keep me safe right by your side
  429. There's a fire aflame in my heart that'll never burn away
  430. Feeling and passion, the ardor of comfort and pain
  431. It would kill if I tried to deny or to live off of the blaze
  432. So I dance in-between with the pyre to forge my blade
  433. ---
  434. Track: Ally
  435. Directory: ally-bittersweet
  436. Always Reference By Directory: true
  437. Contributors:
  438. - GUMI English
  439. Duration: '3:21'
  440. URLs:
  441. - https://jamiepaige.bandcamp.com/track/ally
  442. - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vlq_qt7jpJg
  443. - https://open.spotify.com/track/3xaQfo26tFgdEgLwuD4XBc
  444. Lyrics: |-
  445. Thought that my pride was on the mend
  446. Before it shattered
  447. I'd like to think that I'd fix it on my own
  448. But that's the matter
  449. 'Cause I'd go and throw it all away
  450. To save my ego
  451. And the empty prize is I get to be alone
  452. So what do I know?
  453. But when I lose the way
  454. You keep me aiming true
  455. There's nothing out of view
  456. (Jump on through over to you!)
  457. You're my ally-alli, I will take you in so gladly
  458. Though the road's been long and winding, I'm so proud to call you family
  459. You're my ally, olly oxen free to take you with me
  460. I'm just making up the hours, how I needed you so badly
  461. Thought I could make it on my own, not even nearly
  462. But I'm scared to say that there ain't no other way
  463. (But now I see it all so clearly)
  464. I am no island, I'm a piece of something bigger
  465. And I work the best when your sweet heart gets to rest next to my bitter
  466. (Oh, it's so much better this way)
  467. So we keep our hands held tight
  468. And shoot toward the moon
  469. You might catch a glimpse or two
  470. (Break right through over to you!)
  471. You're my ally-alli, I will take you in so gladly
  472. Though the road's been long and winding, I'm so proud to call you family
  473. You're my ally, olly oxen free to take you with me
  474. I'm just making up the hours, how I needed you so badly
  475. You're my ally-alli, I will take you in so gladly
  476. I've been hopelessly awaiting what was always right beside me
  477. You're my ally, alleyway between the peaks and valleys
  478. I'm just making up the hours, how I needed you so badly
  479. (Jump on through over to you)
  480. Keep my head held high
  481. Green and red so bright
  482. Illuminate the night
  483. (Break right through over to you)
  484. You're my ally-alli, I will take you in so gladly
  485. I've been waiting all this time to say I needed you so badly
  486. You're my ally, olly oxen free to take you with me
  487. So it's true, there's nothing left to do
  488. (Jump on through over to you)
  489. You're my ally-alli, I will take you in so gladly
  490. I couldn't find myself without you, you just came along and saved me
  491. You're my ally, alleyway between the peaks and valleys
  492. I'm just making up the hours, how I needed you so badly
  493. You're my ally-alli, I will take you in so gladly
  494. You're my ally-alli, I'm so free to take you with me
  495. ---
  496. Track: Ballroom
  497. Directory: ballroom-bittersweet
  498. Always Reference By Directory: true
  499. Contributors:
  500. - Marcy Nabors
  501. - GUMI English
  502. Duration: '4:55'
  503. URLs:
  504. - https://jamiepaige.bandcamp.com/track/ballroom-feat-marcy-nabors
  505. - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NQm_cQHXFSs
  506. - https://open.spotify.com/track/0rtsvpE8TCk7MHrYQacklk
  507. Lyrics: |-
  508. Welcome to the fiction
  509. We hide here every evening
  510. With plenty of exuberance
  511. And voices for the voiceless
  512. But if I look out on the floor
  513. Is there room for anymore?
  514. I'm a buzzkill and a bore
  515. I'm not the person this is for
  516. But I'm tired of civil war
  517. My spirit is screaming out for more
  518. It's all just too much to ignore
  519. That I could be something more
  520. (We could be something more)
  521. The sprawl of the ballroom
  522. With the lights down low
  523. I know you see my eyes aglow
  524. My hand is extended
  525. To offer you a dance
  526. By chance, would you welcome my romance?
  527. And we both know, it's fantasy
  528. (But the feeling is real, it's real for you and me)
  529. The sprawl of the ballroom
  530. (With the lights down low)
  531. I'm a grease spill and a bad time
  532. So I look around me, see the fault lines
  533. Every soul here has a problem
  534. But when they're together, they are flawless
  535. But there's no pretending nothing's wrong
  536. They'll figure it out that I'm a fraud
  537. But I still try to play along
  538. 'Cause I just want to belong
  539. (Do I belong?)
  540. The sprawl of the ballroom
  541. With the lights down low
  542. I know you see my eyes aglow
  543. My hand is extended
  544. To offer you a dance
  545. Advance, my darling take a chance
  546. And we're no kings, you and I
  547. (But being together, we're royalty tonight)
  548. The sprawl of the ballroom
  549. (Hold me close)
  550. I'm so tired of the fiction (Who are we)
  551. I get so caught up in the friction (You and me)
  552. But it's okay to let it go (We can be so free)
  553. And find a comfort in the show (A thing nobody knows)
  554. Are you a martyr well-deserved
  555. Or just afraid of what doesn't hurt?
  556. My darling, I know it all too well
  557. (but we're all pretending to be ourselves)
  558. So maybe you're real, maybe fake
  559. But your life is always your own to make
  560. So let's enjoy it for it's own sake!
  561. The sprawl of the ballroom
  562. With the lights down low
  563. I know you see my eyes aglow
  564. It's artifice exalted, a foxtrot fantasy
  565. You see? Don't you worry about a thing
  566. And we may part in the end
  567. (But you can always come back around again)
  568. The sprawl of the ballroom
  569. And my hands held tight
  570. Alright, we'll be back another night!
  571. Welcome to the fiction
  572. We hide here every evening
  573. With plenty of exuberance
  574. And voices for the voiceless
  575. Commentary: |-
  576. <i>Jamie Paige:</i>
  577. ([Trailer!](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A9b7AEowHqc))
  578. ---
  579. Track: Bittersweet
  580. Directory: bittersweet-jamie-paige
  581. Always Reference By Directory: true
  582. Duration: '4:16'
  583. URLs:
  584. - https://jamiepaige.bandcamp.com/track/bittersweet
  585. - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NaXTfaiSGQ0
  586. - https://open.spotify.com/track/71rDWOtEHEfHh18o09banx
  587. Lyrics: |-
  588. Oh, it's another day over
  589. And I'm left wondering what for
  590. I sat and stared at a paper
  591. And tried so hard to ignore
  592. The thoughts all swirling inside me
  593. That say I'm broken, a bore
  594. I lead it on with a paper
  595. A silent, desolate score
  596. I make time for you
  597. You make pain for free
  598. But I know you're my dream
  599. I'll take anything
  600. And I mean anything
  601. My coffee bean dream, so bittersweet
  602. (Oh, I want to make a mistake with you)
  603. Oh, seraphim schemes and self-esteem
  604. (Oh, so many things I should say to you)
  605. 'Cause oh my god I love you, but you tear me apart
  606. You're my savior and my devil, stab me straight through the heart
  607. A plasticine sheen, you're so bittersweet
  608. And all I want is to stay with you
  609. I'm another day closer
  610. To the end of my life
  611. It all gets wasted on nothing
  612. I watch the flickering light
  613. I would kneel for you
  614. Sat down on my knees
  615. You'd just hurt me more
  616. Hurt me 'till I bleed
  617. (Oh god I'm desperate to bleed)
  618. My coffee bean dream, it's so bittersweet
  619. (Oh, I want to make a mistake with you)
  620. A polyseme scream, such a stupid thing
  621. (Oh, so many things I should say to you)
  622. 'Cause oh my god I love you, I can't take any more
  623. But if I'm not creating, what the fuck am I for?
  624. I burst at the seams, you're so bittersweet
  625. (And all I want is to stay with you)
  626. It wasn't always like this
  627. I'm just resigned to the pain
  628. But does the fight define us
  629. Or does it waste us away?
  630. I am much more than the sum of my work
  631. And even without you there's so much I am worth
  632. But I know there's still joy to be found in a song
  633. My coffee bean dream, so bittersweet
  634. (Oh, I want to make something more with you)
  635. These scenes stay unseen, that's okay with me
  636. (Oh, so many things I will share with you)
  637. 'Cause oh my god I love you, but I'm more than my love
  638. And as long as I'm complete alone
  639. There's still room for us, you'll be my treat, so bittersweet
  640. (And all I want is to stay with you)
  641. ---
  642. Track: Close
  643. Directory: close-bittersweet
  644. Always Reference By Directory: true
  645. Contributors:
  646. - Bluffy
  647. - Matt Martin
  648. Duration: '4:50'
  649. URLs:
  650. - https://jamiepaige.bandcamp.com/track/close-feat-bluffy-mattmatatt
  651. - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kEVpnE0LzQw
  652. - https://open.spotify.com/track/2XkyBrauIcGJjd9tO0XaDP
  653. Lyrics: |-
  654. "At the tone, please record your message. When you are finished recording, you may hang up, or press 1 for more options."
  655. I look across the distance
  656. The bits and bytes between us
  657. Looking at the time it'd take
  658. To drop everything and head that way
  659. I melt a hole in my phone screen
  660. Waiting for reply so intently
  661. It's hard to be present here
  662. When my everything is nowhere near
  663. Separate beings, the want to unite but
  664. Distance keeps us away
  665. Desperate pining for tactile connection
  666. But it leads me astray
  667. Take my feelings and knock on the front door
  668. But it keeps me away
  669. Send a message across all the distance
  670. Praying you'll find a way
  671. Can I still be close to you? Can I still get close to you?
  672. Yeah, I can still get close to you, and we can keep this feeling true
  673. Can I still be close to you? Can I still get close to you?
  674. Yeah, I can still get close to you, and we can keep this feeling true
  675. Stay with me (Can I still be close to you? Can I still get close to you?)
  676. Oh, rest your weary head (Yeah, I can still get close to you, and we can keep this feeling true)
  677. We may feel so far away (Can I still be close to you? Can I still get close to you?)
  678. But we can throw that gap away, if you'll just (Yeah, I can still get close to you, and we can keep this feeling true)
  679. I'll fall asleep and dream here with you
  680. Three thousand miles at ten and one
  681. A wire-crossed and tangled romance
  682. Some voicemail's all I'm askin' for (Are you gonna pick up? Are you there? Do you care? Do you care?)
  683. Separate feelings I want to unite, but
  684. I can't make it okay
  685. And I know you've tried to get closer
  686. But I'll still push you away (Come closer)
  687. Pulled away by the distance between us
  688. From a single mistake
  689. And although I've tried to get closer
  690. It all still keeps me awake (Come closer)
  691. Can I still be close to you? Can I still get close to you?
  692. Yeah, I can still get close to you, and we can keep this feeling true
  693. Can I still be close to you? Can I still get close to you?
  694. Yeah, I can still get close to you, and we can keep this feeling true
  695. Stay with me (Can I still be close to you? Can I still get close to you?)
  696. Oh, and rest your weary head (Yeah, I can still get close to you, and we can keep this feeling true)
  697. We may feel so far away (Can I still be close to you? Can I still get close to you?)
  698. But we can throw that gap away, if you'll just (Yeah, I can still get close to you, and we can keep this feeling true)
  699. Stay with me (Can I still be close to you? Can I still get close to you?)
  700. Oh, it's more than just a dream (Yeah, I can still get close to you, and we can keep this feeling true)
  701. Though it's hard for me to say (Can I still be close to you? Can I still get close to you?)
  702. I know you're not so far away, if you'll just (Yeah, I can still get close to you, and we can keep this feeling true)
  703. It's so hard for me to trust your heart
  704. That you love me even when we're apart
  705. But I know it's true
  706. How could I not believe in you?
  707. God, the miles are more than I can bare
  708. But I have to try if you'll be there
  709. The day I land between your arms
  710. Darling don't be scared, it ain't that far!
  711. (Hey!)
  712. (Can I still be close to you? Can I still get close to you?)
  713. (Yeah, I can still get close to you, and we can keep this feeling true)
  714. (Can I still be close to you? Can I still get close to you?)
  715. (Yeah, I can still get close to you, and we can keep this feeling true)
  716. (Can I still be close to you? Can I still get close to you?)
  717. (Yeah, I can still get close to you, and we can keep this feeling true)
  718. Jamie Paige (Can I still be close to you? Can I still get close to you?)
  719. Oh, that's my fucking name (Yeah, I can still get close to you, and we can keep this feeling true)
  720. I am real and I'm okay (Can I still be close to you? Can I still get close to you?)
  721. And I will live another day! (Yeah, I can still get close to you, and we can keep this feeling true)
  722. ---
  723. Section: Bonus tracks
  724. ---
  725. Track: Fiction
  726. Directory: fiction-bittersweet
  727. Contributors:
  728. - GUMI English
  729. Duration: '1:39'
  730. Lyrics: |-
  731. (So how'd I do?)
  732. (Wonderfully, darling.)